I'm not the type of person to show his emotions But my feelings that I hold in have created explosions I just want to let it all out But I feel like I got no one to talk too it about The girls I've truly cared for never cared for me My family is blind to life's reality I try so hard to move forward But there's something that holds me back moving slower I just want someone to lay it all out too And I was hoping that that person would have been you But i was wrong so I'll just shove it all back down Cover it up with a smile never show a frown But at night I feel like crying While everything around keeps dying I don't know how to save it all Every piece begins to fall