what is it about a breakup that makes us so sad, is it the uncertainty or is it the loneliness? a break up sends us into an uncontrolled spiral downward and out. we give up all hope and lose ourselves beyond belief. we never feel good about ourselves until we have the silver and the gold... and then some. lets take this energy and this newness and this scared feeling you have and shout to the skies, bend mountains and set fire to all that has hurt you. **** the depression that lys on your face and throw it away in the morning, get up and take control of your life. This is your life now and every decision you make is who you are, and the better thing is, the more ****** decisions you make, the more compatible you are to the next one. Life is a weird and endless journey that leaves us down more than out. Lets learn to take the downs and throw them out, lets take the self-hatred and turn it into self-love, because, isn't it that easy anyway? can't we be our own guide, can't we stir our own ship, can't we control the waves that rock us back and forth with a simple thought and a simple action. Maybe not, but we can see the skies and say give me hell, I won't back down. Every day is a miracle, every day is a curse, every day is a battle, ever day is everything we want it to be, so lets be todays miracle.