Why can't you just leave me alone?
These never ending dreams.
These unexplained moments.
Haunting me.
Delicate minds cannot even comprehend.
Life poured glue all over me
And left me out to dry.
Hardened and refined.
Some days its as if containing
My every emotion could end up
In an explosion.
An impulsive grenade.
Born without a pin to pull.
I am my own pin.
I may scream but no one hears me.
I may cry but no one notices.
Who would care anyways?
Why do I lie to myself?
Simple. Its easier.
Someone who loves so much
Must mean magical things are happening.
But how come it takes so long to notice?
How come my wings cannot take me
Where I need to go.
I'll climb back into my cacoon.
My chamber .
When I regain consciousness
I'll be brand new.
Ready for the world.