You did not want it over your head,
the responsibility of ******* me.
But you were there, you
forced me to me knees
you
arrested me.
You parted my thighs
you did it.

Did you not realize in the
way I called your name
that I wanted your body
closer to mine.
I wanted to put
my arms
around your neck
and hold on
like I was being dragged
down.

All I remember is
your long neck
and your eyes wide open.
You did not smile
that old sinister smile
you just stared.

You saw it then.
You had owned me
and you liked it.