now, every time, it's like looking a complete stranger in the eye and saying "I want to know everything about you," only to have them reply "I'm not sure we've met."
and so you cut your hair and so you take your walk and so you have the same conversation over and over and over and over and over and over and over until you can't anymore, because you can't anymore.
one way or another, you'll just keep starting over (and over) (and over) (and over)