Standing in my doorway, his face shining in delight
A smirking promise that we'll have so much fun tonight.
The noise, the speed, all a dark, crazy blur
His hands in my hair, his arms holding me so tight.

A quiet morning after, the softness in a new day
He's still here, promising me he'll always stay.
I see in his eyes, the girl I could never be
But he thinks, wrongly, that I am beautiful this way.

But your voice is the memory I can't leave behind.
When I close my eyes, your face comes to mind
Yours is the touch that binds me like a drug
Yours is the love of the most twisted, evil kind.

Hiding tears as I watch from the sidelines
A dark shadow to your world of sunshine
Take comfort in knowing that justice was served
For by breaking one heart, I also shattered mine.