Ive tried to be the cool girl
The one that washes away the night
Ive tried to be the person
Who doesnt look left or right
But im stuck in my romanticised manor
My mind wanders off
And its you i always think of
Even if your not what i want

My life has been a lie
I set myself all these rules
I've only just discovered
Im losing all alone
I've been in a game with them all
Trying to solve a mystery
I thought they had all the answers
But they where playing blind

So im trying to turn a corner
Find my next stage
But im stuck staring blankly
Trying to write the next page
But ill try im trying
I see clearly now
Ive been feeding myself stories
Feeding myself pain
And I've known all along
Im the one to blame