I am a shell, rough on the outside as everyone can tell. But I hide so much, on the inside are things that only I can touch. The things are so beautiful these things inside but I make this inscrutable. Because I am afraid, ever so frightened that my life will never be made I have to reveal these things deep inside of me as if they were new kings an angel with wings or a mute that sings. I am ready to take on life to the best of my ability regardless the strife. but a push would be nice.