please...
  find me my faded dreams
  and neutered childhood
  and restore them to me.

search for my
  wide eyed innocence,
  my shrinking violet,
  and console them.

dig deep for my
  buried heart
  and its frantic fancies,
  and return it.

look hard for my
  clouds of tears,
  their storms of sorrows
  and blow them past.

part my waters
  of relentless pain,
  and denied chances


and give me love.
   please...