I'm sorry if I'm sometimes down
I really cannot help it
I just want it to go away
This feeling of being ****

If I could wave a magic wand
I'd make it go quite quickly
I would not be feeling very tired
And often very sickly

I often think u all would be
Better off without me
Friends and family not having to worry
If I'm sad or happy

I am trying very hard
To stay right here with you
But that is harder thank you think
When you feel so blue

I know I'm not the easiest person
To be around just now
As often you must really think
That I'm a moody cow

Please don't think that you're to blame
For any of this stuff
I know that I look happy most days
But it is just a bluff

I love you all so dearly
And I really will beat this
But it will take it's time
To come back from this abyss

I don't want to feel this *******
For very much longer
But day by day with all your help
I know I will get stronger

So please be patient with me
On my bumpy emotional ride
I can only get through all of this
With u by my side