She's asking me "Alan why are you so depressed?"
And I'll say "lifes a *****, the time we live in isn't the best"
Every night I'm getting a phone call
Saying someone I love is in the hospital
It's like I'm losing all my people
Karma is coming back to me and she's evil
No one standing next to me just the devil
Everything I touch falls apart I'm losing my mental
Funny how in a crowded place I'll feel so alone
But when I'm alone I feel so comfortable and at home
It's like I don't even have a circle anymore
Everyone has walked out and closed that door
Not even a look back to see if I'm ok
It's like from me they are just trying to get far away
Yet I won't show it to the world