I feel my bones shaking,
My heart sinking.
I feel my entire being collapse.
No longer able to support itself.
Feeling as if the whole world is upon it's shoulders.
There's a pit where my heart use to be,
Now a bottomless void lives there.
What is my purpose,
What is my meaning?
Why am I here,
Why am I alive?
I ask myself this every morning as my eyes flutter open.
I ask myself,
What's the point?