My thoughts are a mess A side effect of the stress I cherry pick the loose strands And hold them in my hands They are written in an unknown code I think I'm going to explode External pressure ever consuming I wish I could see what was looming Right around the bend Maybe its the end But I can't even make sense of the present Can't tell its intent I'm scared, I'm ******, I'm terrified My senses are highly electrified I'm moving fast but I don't know where I'm going And I don't show any signs of slowing I'm afraid of crashing While the green light is flashing.