I wish I could suspend this single moment And let it span a lifetime in a minute Here, where the light glows softly And tints the walls and my skin gold While it shines through my nails Painting everything over in a peaceful trance This is the place of slumbering souls And my breath is the ticking of a worldly clock The only one I can ever trust Here, I am quiet, and here, I can breathe
I wish I could play this song again Over and over a hundred thousand times Because for once it's not a lie Or a fabrication inside of my hopeful mind Stitched from a thread of disbelief For once, it's real and it's here And I can breathe inside this vision Even though those breaths are stolen And my lungs are guilty I can breathe here, even if only for a moment
I wish the quiet could last forever The shifting silence punctured by chords And shifting of fingertips on bedsheets I am alone here but I am free Finally I can touch these walls Finally I can trace the photos of another life With gentle hands that wish to smash To break, to destroy, to rip and tear But they never do, never in this moment In this moment they still
I wish that I didn't have to sleep For when I wake it will not be like this When my eyes open I will have been thrown again Back into the clockwork cogs of the real world Pushed into place in a steel roundabout Eternally spinning and throwing and chewing Past everything in its path But here, my fingers twirl through the air Tracing patterns of dreams and stars and collisions Between planets and worlds and lips
I wish that I didn't have to wake up Because if this is so beautiful here In the space where I can breathe Then it will be twice as lovely In the place of translucent dreams Where it can suspend across a lifetime Where I can play the song again Where the quiet will last forever Where I will not have to sleep Because I will be dancing beyond this place