It's hard to mask the bad side completely because it will eventually bleed out. You can never keep it from anybody. Sometimes you just have to let it out. It is harder than it seems. But you have to think that it is very necessary. Because to experience this, is part of your story.
What happens if someone had have enough? It has always been hard to live life tired from all the sadness and fuss. When stress is eating you all up, who reaches out to pull you out?
Disappointing as it may seem, it is reality. The people who you expect to go down and save you won't even bother to dive down in order to be with you.