Today was the first day in the new lecture hall, in it, because the seatings are more circular; i could see the other girls' faces for the first time. Today was the first day my first row had a curve to include the seats seating the girls that give my friend ***** looks because she had something to say. Today was the first day I believed the hurt she felt when she told me about the looks people gave her for having something to say. Today she reminded me of the times I felt the pressure of having little value that gave birth to a little more value.