there you were.
i ignored you,
but his arms around you
were so distracting.
i didnt hate you,
i just envied you.
you had what i wanted,
even after all
this time.
his arm around you,
his head tilted down to yours,
his whisper in your ear,
tearing me each time.
you had my moment,
you had my dream.
you had what could have been
my everything.
i hear the voices,
my friends warning me,
reminding me of the pain,
bringing back his words,
so i wont forget that
hes a ****
yet still i yearn,
still it hurt to watch you,
dancing there,
with him.
you swayed back and forth,
wearing my smile,
and all i could think was
you had my moment,
you had my dream.
you had what could have been
my everything.