You always leave me guessing. you want to change me, I want to change me too but I don't know if I can do this. everything that I wanted to say got lost in my head. I feel numb, I feel dead. and I know I cant leave and have you too, but a few days without you I completely lost my mind. and everything I wanted to say will forever be unsaid because I could never go back to you i'm always mislead.