With a belly full of bran and home on my mind I look to my left. The contents of his notebook and the scribbles tell me this man is sad.
Probably the saddest I've ever seen, and that's saying a lot coming from me.
I want to shake him! I want to tell him that I am in this voluntary prison because someone succeeded where he failed, but hopefully these failures will be a success.
He can't see this now. He won't take his hand down from his eyes long enough for me to look at him.
To see that all is not lost quite yet. To see that Scarlett O'Hara was right when she said "tomorrow is another day" after the love of her life walked out on her without giving a ****. Tomorrow's tomorrow is just a day after that. And a day after that. They're just days.
I want to smile at him. Look at me! I have life. You have life. We all have a little life.