I am pained by my feelings A conclusive emotion hovers all day long. I am yet to be liberated, but how can i? When i enjoy the pain, when i love the pain of waiting for you. I always kick myself, because i keep getting burnt. But is it really that i have surpassed the stages where pain is just a word? I feel conflicted, why I cannot give up this charade, only God knows But 1(ONE) thing I know I LOVE YOU