your eyes drain me
and I know your smile is forced
that's how I can tell
you don't understand
I still love you
but I just can't forget
the mean things they say
not a word in my defense
you don't even flinch
maybe if you let them
than you won't be brought down with me
it works but at a price
many people you may never see again
probably won't remember you badly
if at all
but a girl you love
that stood by you for years
will never trust you again
I hope its worth it
I really do
but the way you don't even react to their evil words
that you know couldn't be less true
and you stay quiet in your own self- preservation
now I see your true self
I still love you
but not the same way I did
I need someone stronger
I hope one day you'll see
but I'm sorry it wasn't in time to save
you and me