She may be alone but she locks the bathroom door. Goes over to the Mirror and reaches her fingers behind it pulling out a razor. Dried up blood still on the sharp end. She put the toilet seat down and sat on the top lid. Just sitting there looking at it. Not knowing what to do. It hurts so much and is such a mess but she loves it. It takes her worries away. Even if it's for a moment. Starring she puts it down and gets undressed with the hot water running filling the tub to the top. So hot that it would turn your skin pink then red. Without flinching, she steps in and sits down. Watching her skin turn red. Then she looks at the toilet seat that she left the blade. She reached over dripping water on the floor and grabbed the blade. Putting it to her wrist she looks through the window up to the sky. "Please Forgive me for I will sin"