Too good at dying to not live long Too bad at living to never get it wrong Too high to riot, too ****** to breathe Too caught up with words to tell the meaning beneath Too broke for pride, too stubborn for mercy Too grungy to be dapper, too skinny to be **** Too old for small thoughts, too young for big words Too scared to seek clarity, drowning in these words Too lit to blank out, too ***** for long hours Too weak to make an effort to have you in my arms Too late for apologies, **** your assurances just leave the keys at the door