I'm having flashbacks of events that haven't happened yet seeing faces where faces do not exist hearing voices when it's silent there's glitches in my thought process as the hollow click of the revolver echoes in my ears another empty chamber this morning I need to control this excessive paranoia so I bounce my legs, twitch my fingers and play hidden games in my mouth counting teeth with my tongue and clicking noises to the city blocks if everything would just fall into place or if I turned that doorknob just right I know I'll be alright I know I'm alright. I know I'm alright. I know I'm alright reputation of the repetition of threes Always adding up The mathematical equations of hallucinations nail biting tearing at the buzzing crawling beneath my flesh I need to tear open my skin and let this hive of hornets out alive I know I'm alright I know I'm alright I know I'm alright
Partially inspired by Click by Kristopher Young. Then I went off into a tangent.