i feel so alone
i feel like i have no one
i feel like no body really cares about me
i feel like i have no connection to anyone
i feel like no one understands me
i feel like no one really knows me
i feel unloved and unlovable
i feel like i hate myself
im allways the outcast
allways the weird one
allways the ugly one
allways the one who's off
no matter what clothes i wear
no matter how much make up i put on
no matter how many time i staighten my hair
no matter how much i try to be social
no matter how funny i try to be
no matter how much i do of anything
i am allways me and that is never enough
i wish i was someone else
or atleast a better me
i never thought i'd still be feeling like this at 20 years old but i do and it makes me that much more disapointed in myself..