Do you see this monster Well I can't anymore Have I just grown used to my hell Am I just used to the burns I just really don't care anymore I'll take the best I think I ******* deserve it I don't see this monster That you made me think was there So how will you control me now I understand now that you poisoned me Love that strangles Can you justify yourself You are just a twisted abuser I am sickened to think you were my puppeteer The strings have been cut No more am I controlled By your sick twisted world