does exposing yourself really mark the dysregulation
thinking about your twenties, like a frenzy and ***** bedrooms
thinking about the little girls sitting on the corners
next to mirrors not yet hung up
all around my gaze is slanted save the looming, glowing portrayal next to my eyes
it's hard to tell if the glow around my head is of an angel or with hell closing in

thinking about gabriel
caught in the bedroom sickness fantasy
trying to convince myself the glow is back
in his arms, taken care of, punishment
my ***** throb at the proximity
how do i convince myself this keeps me level headed
don't disregard his disfunction

GABRIEL
I feel like you are