I am not always me
as I have to pretend, to feel free.
I try to stand tall and strong
but nightmares haunt me all night long.
In the day I hold up my chin
but when no ones around I claw at my skin.
I like to embrace the strange and quirky
but in my head I feel you all judging me.
I guess I kinda live a lie
as I always seem happy but want to cry.
I can't tell anyone
cause they don't understand and that leaves me alone.