Droning a monotone note, Rocking back and forth, complaining of a sore throat, I witnessed a man go insane.
Down the street from the store By the grey abstruse sign on the back door, He did a quick shake. . . . He did a quick shake. . . . To the acrid taste of an apple. With his begrimed hair and dark eyes, He pulled out a paper and started to recite his final goodbyes, O darkness! Swaying, syncopated with his incoherent words, He imagined a world with only birds. Sweet world! Coming from the innards of his soul. O darkness! In a deep voice filled with dissimulation, I heard that man whisper, “Ain’t got nothing to think of, Ain’t got nobody but my self. I’s a lonely man, And I find no reason to prove it to oneself. Thump, thump, thump, went his heart against his chest, He thought back on his life, and was not impressed- “I cant find comfort, And I can’t be satisfied. Can’t find comfort And can’t be satisfied— I ain’t got a care, And I wish that I had died.”
And for a long time he sat there.The sun came up and went down. The man got up and started to walk without a destination. While he was stuck in a state of disconsolation. He closed his eyes-to die-or to engage his imagination.