I'd love to think I am
Who you say I am.
This amazing girl everyone loves
This wonderful person so full of joy
But how is that so?
I see red...anger everywhere
Sadness and hurt has filled my soul.
I do not know
Could never show you
How ****** up this world of mine
Really truly is.
I want to.
But I am scared,
Fearful,
Madly in love,
Terrified I will chase you away.
So, for now, I hold tight
To the amazing man I found.
The one who thinks I am perfect
Until he realizes I am not.