I sing along to drown out the voices My sad playlist and I sit listless and I stubbornly ignore myself If you can't say anything nice then take your fingernails and curl off my skin starting at the genitals effectively preparing me for taxidermy Off I search Alone is notsafe Alone is smiling crookedly from empty bones and a few yellow teeth My naked pieces scattered carnage on the dank floor of my cell covered in hotel carpet So ****** it almost gets me off Reminds me of venereal hookers and air freshener which always results in tainted pleasure So I put on my dark circles and bags under my eyes to fit in and I leave the thousand unlit cells some empty some containing rancid bits of pancreas and I keep climbing blindly I lost an eye in 14D I humorlessly squished the other as I bent to pick it up