He's your weakness, and I get that. Look at what he's doing to you. He's saying all these things that are hurting you. It might seem sweet, but we both know what's going on. H just made a big mistake, he's trying to take it back but he knows he can't so he's trying to make the best of it. Its hurting you. He's a wolf in sheep's clothes I get that you love him, but do you know what he's doing to you? I see you falling apart more and more I don't know if its the break up or if its just how he is with you now. I wish I could help you, but I, myself, feel miles away from myself. I don't feel like me. I'm feeling useless in our friendship now. Is there any way to get everything back to normal? Is it every going to be easy? I don't think so, because if its worth it you gotta work for it. So maybe that's it. You gotta work for your relationship. Fight for him. Fight for you. Maybe I should try that, too.