he was so intoxicating
and little old me
never thought
that could be a bad thing.

little old me
never thought
the thing i loved most about him
would put me in storms of hopelessness.

little old me
never thought
indulging in something
that made my head spin
and my heart quiver
would cause me an ocean of damage.

little old me
never thought
i would be in a place
where i would wish for someone
to rip my heart out of my chest,
because i was sick of having to feel
the hurricane of heaving pain
it held from the day he left.

/little old me/