If only I didn't yearn For my innocence, and It'd never left me;
If only I didn't crave solace Because nothing was dim;
If only I couldn't realize My life's unsolicited depreciation;
If only I solely felt physical pain;
If only I didn't need To reforget.
Our emotions make us human, but it's hell. Experiences reveal how the world really works, and I'd rather feel the pain of reality than nothing at all. But I sometimes wish I didn't know as much as I do; if only everything that's deteriorating around me wasn't apparent anymore.