I should have butterflies flying below my chest
when you stared at my face and tell me its okay to have flaws,
but I was numb.
I should be proud and smile endlessly
when you said you'll come back on the weekend cuz I told you so
but I was numb.
I should be happy like a kid
when you said let's play our favourite games when you come back
but I was numb.
I should be having difficulties to breathe
when you asked me to sit beside you and watch videos together
but I was numb.
I should feel everything I should
when you are here and there
but I was numb.