Are you sitting at your desk
Crying, smiling, wondering
Thinking
Realizing you only have one  daughter
Recognizing you threw one away?
Do you even care it's my birthday?
Are you sad
Because you have no courage to call?
Are you sitting at your desk
Thinking about years past?
The good years and the bad
Or about how you ruined your little girl?
I hope you cry today knowing I am happy without you
Knowing I am having an amazing day
With an amazing guy you'll never meet
Because you are not worthy.
I do not need you
I do not want you
Today
On my nineteenth birthday.