My heart's broken. Just torn apart, thinking about you laying there.. in so much pain and agony, just like me. I wish I could beΒ Β there for you, holding you, wiping away all those tears even though I have them also. Yours is more important. I wish I could have told you how I felt, but I choked. I messed up bad. Now there's no way to tell you just how much I want you, just how much you mean to me... Because now, its just an empty goodbye, with blank hearts, and blank minds. I want to fight for you, but we both know it'd be ridiculous. for me to wait so long for you.... I want to no matter how crazy it is.... Just know that you ARE the one for me always and forever i wish i could just say all this to your face now... You'll be in my heart.