It has been going on for far to long. "Yeah, yeah just hold on tight." "Everything will be alright." But they were oh so very wrong. Everywhere I go I hear these voices inside my head, they always seem to make me wish that I was dead. I have lived my life in fear, everyday for years. At night I kick and scream as silent tears began to stream down my face at a rapid pace. I feel like I don't belong. Every single day of my pathetic little life is a fight. Why is everyone so blind to the truth when life is not kind. I have tried and failed to find the light and how this world could ever be bright. I am loosing sight. You may think that I am happy, but to be honest I am dying inside. I can not hide my feelings anymore. I'm in to much pain and this awful world is in vain.