What eats me up inside
is knowing you look up to me
waiting for some shed of light
on your life of conspiracy
I cant sell you something
that I no longer trust
and for your spirit
I do in disguist
and I must
What tears me in two
is seeing you break down
knowing that strong facade
and detecting its true frown
I cant tell you something
If i dont believe it too
but for your soul
I smile when I do
If you only knew
The truth hurts, but lies are worse
so I sit here and hurt you either way
but knowing it might help you
I'll take being the ***** anyday
You cant right others wrongs
or heal anothers broken heart
but telling it how it is
will give you a great head start
Be the person you need to be
no matter what they say
People pull you back for one reason only
Youre moving on from where they choose to stay
So just go away
save yourself
be good to you
and your health
put you first
Its where you belong
You will always have my help
and my love, forever long