the antecedent story would be a simpler telling- how it came to be the boy and I and three cows. one can imagine; one must. we celebrated spontaneously in our biddable house and we lost track. sufficient that I was aged and he much less. our argument presented itself like this: magic paper or magic milk? boy he would hold the bucket above the paper and pour. I noted this was an act magnificent and an act personal. I was pulled into the boy initially but pulled back. the milk though went into the paper; abandoned, freed, gone. the boy did this once a day for three until the bucket was empty. I said paper, he said milk. our further experiments left the paper sunned and thus brittle. we then had only our cows which led us to grass and hormones. hormones led to science, grass to god. grass to his mother.