The line once drawn twixt growth and death Has blurred, and melted into naught. And now I feel, with every breath, My heart melts with it. I am caught Within the strands my life has spun; The seeds I planted with such joy Have flowered, yet I fear that none Will bear a fruit that won't destroy The planting. All is chaos, all Is doubt. Is it with joy or yet With sorrow I await her call? The future's gone, the past is set. And though I fear to see the dawn, The morning past has not yet gone.