You could call me a coward
Since I've been too scared to sleep,
Both when the sun is shining
And then when it leaves.

Call me a liar
While trapped in a snow globe
You waited till your lips turned blue
since the winter is all we have left to cling to.

Call me a hypocrite
Say I look just "like this"
Show me a caged bird
With both wings clipped.

Eyes like the spring,
Hands like summer
With a heart like autumn
And all I want is the snow.

I couldn't hold on
As my hands withered away.
I couldn't give a single thing.
All I did was take.

Watch from a distance as I wither away.
Smile as you stand six feet above my face.
If I make it to heaven, I'll just wait.
Waiting for our souls to collide, but for now I'm just dead weight.