I will find you when you come to me Like in tales of men on white horses Hidden in chain mail, wrapped in my ghosts I lounge by secret still pools, brushing green grass with my hands Feeling sensuous in my own skin Feeling drafts lift my hair as I wrap myself over my knees I will find you when you find me Like in movies with lonely people Hidden behind microwaved dinners, drowned in glasses of wine I stir coffee cups languidly, tracing the round rims with my fingers Feeling ground bean slickness on my skin Feeling the apartment empty around me.