she's just a girl
she has her own world
inside her mind
but will she find
A purpose
Behind the lies?
if she doesn't combat
what's in her head
she'll be dead
her disorder is turning into a tsunami
that she can stop
but only with honesty
her own thoughts taste as bad as expired salami
that she left in the fridge
because her anorexia is like a game of origami
She's pale, thin, like paper
they fold her up
into beautiful shapes
but when they unfold her again
she realizes how bent up she really is
Her body will slowly decay
this flooding water won't stop
until she unplugs the drain
that seems so far away
but one thing i learned from swimming
is that no matter how much the thinning
you're body isn't winning
you'll suffocate once the water gets too deep, and the journey to the drain is too steep
the fasting is made up of thick casting
that you can break out of
if you realize your beauty is everlasting
so find a way
unplug that drain
unfold your damaged paper
it's okay to not be okay
but it's not okay for your ****** functions to be delayed
grab that saw you once hurt yourself with
And use it to cut open that cast
let your wounds breathe
let your bones heal
but most importantly
Learn how to deal with what you feel
without skipping meals
it's not as surreal
if you realize you're strong as steel
you have the strength to reel
your life back in
From the pond that was going to turn you into bones that dont bond
you have the hook and the baiting
but it's time you stop waiting
get the fishes of all lost dishes out  
And freeze up that once flooding pond
And realize it can be better
in it, you can even go ice skating
try not to fall through the cracks
but if you do
realize that not every time has to be a relapse
when you realize you are powerful enough to come back
you'll reset your mentals
and know that your body isn't society's rental