“i was born to make biscuits” and so we let him. flour, butter, one egg, messiest table in the hole entire county. mom watches bug and the boys roll in the leaves outside, and greg and i drink coffee by the fire in thick socks and knitted throws. a burst of the season arrives with each sibling but we smile anyway, kisses and cold hands pressed on our warm cheeks until we're all the same temperature. pop's biscuits are done, so we sit and don't say grace- just thank each other for the things we have which no one else could have given us. mom's already missing the birds, and wendy says she thinks she found one of katy's old hats in the back of her garage last month and she even brought it with her this time. we talk and we laugh and the little boys nap and we just are. we just are.
10/23/16
i haven't seen my family in a long time. this is all i can think of right now.