I got a new lease on life
The only thing is
Its more expensive than it was the day before

I pay with my emotions
Until I don’t feel my surroundings
I pay with my mentality
Until I cant think of how to take care of myself
And stay healthy.

I got a new lease on life
But the landlord is Depression
And he doesn’t want anything
Other than everything.

I'm stuck in this lease
Ill continue to pay with everything I have
But understand
This lease won't always last

There will be an ending
A day that I don’t have to pay.
A day Depression isn't knocking on my front door
Taking everything I already have
But always asking for more.

I hate this place
And the way its decorated
It leaves me with an uncomfortable feeling.
It's like seeing a terrifying stranger
But being able to recognize their face.

So, I'll lay here and stare and the ceiling
Counting the days I have remaining
As if they were the only days I have left.
Counting them as if I was counting my own breathing.

So soon, Depression
I wont be one of your tenants.
I will move out of this ******* you gave me
I will pack all of my ****
And leave that very second.

I'm just waiting for the day
The day my new lease ends.
That’s the day,
The day my new life begins.