Days and time spent wondering about stolen kisses and wasted sleep
Sleep on dreams of the future that will never come true
When all i see is blue
Blue blankets and pillows
It's sad to think that it is safe I am feeling
Sadness to know that it was too good to be true
And safe
Safe enough to know that i can change the future and be with you now
Instead of the anxiety and questions "how?"
How do you feel when i walk by?
Anxious?
I do
When all i see is blue eyes staring so deep within my soul and past my wall
A wall built for 18 years shattered into dust
The dust is trust
And there is so little of it now
How am i to know that you wont leave me here with a heavy heart and regrets?
I could have saved myself for another
Instead i am used
Blue
A used blue doll made of glass
And i am shattered
Just like us