I am a pumpkin. I am new and young and happy. The grass is comforting and cool. I spend my days lounging in the warm sun surrounded by other pumpkins. I am a pumpkin. The grass is changing but I am still comfortable. The sun isn't as warm but my company makes it all okay. I am a pumpkin. I have been taken from what I knew. Everything is different and I'm scared. Why has this happened? I am a pumpkin. Until I'm not. I am a pumpkin but something is wrong. My head hurts. It's gone. I am a pumpkin. I feel wrong. I can feel you removing my seeds. I know I can't stop you but please, be gentle. I am a pumpkin. I am a pumpkin. I am... hurting. The carving is sharp and mechanical. It's excruciating. It's okay. It'll be over soon. Smile. Smile? Why? I am a pumpkin. I am a pumpkin. I am a pumpkin no more. I am a jack-o-lantern. I am changed. I am sore and in pain. I am bitter but concealed. I am a jack-o-lantern. Watch me wither. Watch me rot. Watch me smile.
About my experience growing up and having Endometriosis.