i really need something or someone to rely on i dont know what to do with my life, what to choose, which path should i take. all of me inside out, is rotting my own body curse me, for a very dark soul that i have im a real failure even to call me satan, is an insult to them i dont need you trust me you ll make me worse stop try to save me im not worth everything that comes from you ive burned my heart i left my self with no heart just a very terrible soul that left inside me im rotting i turned to gray i dont know is it bad or good i cant see anything clearly im standing in front of two doors its on me now. im just one decision away from being the best version of me, or the version you'd never want to know