In my experience, you said. Oh that's what you saw.
I would never admit such thoughts. How brave you are. How well oriented. Thoughts are not who we are, you say. We breathe, easy with who we get to be; appreciating non-brokeness.
You freely share how it's been. I feel it too. I get it.
Such relief ... to strictly have thoughts ... So it suddenly occurs to you: "But I don't know if I can really listen to him. I'm frustrated! You want me to get what happened in his experience!?! I don't know." [I can't hear! I can't hear!]
"Yep. You can't hear him yet, over the noise of your thoughts. AND I thank your brain for its input!" ha ha ha I'm in love with us: you, laughing and free.